You might just laugh and say my name
And I’ll pretend you feel the same

I call you up, and five quick seconds start to bend
A hundred thoughts flood my chest and fill my mind
What if you smiled and softly said, “come here again”?
You’ll never know the storm I hide behind this — beep

I freeze again — beep
No breath is left — beep
My knees just shake — beep

I don’t know if you feel too
But I keep losing focus
Like I’m the only one who cares
beep

I see your face in all these quiet little things
Like in a laugh or when my phone begins to ring
I build a life with you inside my crooked head
You’ll never know the storm I hide behind this — beep

I freeze again — beep
No breath is left — beep
My knees just shake — beep

I know these thoughts don’t mean a thing
But still, they pull me every time

I tell myself to stop, but I keep dreaming over you
The more I try to shake it off, the more I see it true
I play out conversations that we never really do
You live your life in peace
while I keep falling through — beep

I freeze again — beep
No breath is left — beep
My knees just shake — beep

I freeze again — beep
No breath is left — beep
My knees just shake — beep

I tell myself to stop, but I keep dreaming over you
The more I try to shake it off, the more I see it true
I play out conversations that we never really do
You live your life in peace, while I keep falling through