I get mad at me—
But it’s always you I’m runnin’ to.
I say I’m fine—
but you know that’s never true.
I try to leave, I try to move,
But every road I take goes back to you.

Yeah, I keep on talkin’ like I’m doin’ fine,
But every word I say just feels like lies.
Still got habits ,what I was supposed to kill,
But they come back around whenever you will.
I’m sick of lyin’ like I’m holdin’ up,
You drag me down before I’m gettin’ up.
I fake the laugh like everything’s okay,
But even silence hits me your damn way.

I hate the way I lose myself,
And I hate that it’s you who I blame.
Tried runnin’ from the mess I left,
But somehow it still knows my name.

I get mad at me—
But it’s always you I’m runnin’ to.
I say I’m fine—
but you know that’s never true.
I try to leave, I try to move,
But every road I take goes back to you.

I get mad at me—
‘Cause always end up missin’ you
I say I’m over it,
But I fake every time I do
I try to leave, I try to move,
But every road I take goes back to you

you, you
you, you
back to you

you, you
you, you
back to you

I swear I’m changin’ but I stay the same,
And every time I try, I lose the frame.
I try to shut you out and lock it tight,
But somehow I keep losin’ every fight.
i tell myself I’m fine, but I fuck it up,
Like every move I make comes right undone.
I tried to drop the weight where we went dark,
But even when I run, it breaks my guard

I hate the way I lose myself,
And I hate that it’s you who I blame.
Tried runnin’ from the mess I left,
But somehow it still knows my name.

I get mad at me—
But it’s always you I’m runnin’ to.
I say I’m fine—
but you know that’s never true.
I try to leave, I try to move,
But every road I take goes back to you.

I get mad at me—
‘Cause always end up missin’ you
I say I’m over it,
But I fake every time I do
I try to leave, I try to move,
But every road I take goes back to you

you, you
you, you
back to you

you, you
you, you

I keep on trying, but it never stays,
And every time I breathe, it slips my way