Ah-em

Sometimes I feel like I ain't shit
Sometimes a nigga feel like shit
Talkin’ 'bout some real life shit
Goodbye letter Dear Life shit
So if a nigga kill me hope he mean it
I just hope I die for a reason
They probably won't miss me
’til they need me
Have problems with admittin'
that they need me Lord
I'm talkin' 'bout some real life shit
Goodbye letter Dear Life shit
Way too concerned to be conceited
I live and I learn then die
tryna teach 'em Lord
Die tryna reach 'em
They care more about
how much I leave 'em
Where’d I leave it?
I hope I leave more of an
impression on my kids
To be destined to have
blessings to believe in Lord
Just got off the phone with my son
Told him You’re a son of a gun
Just got off the phone
with my daughter
Told her I won't hesitate to
fuck a young nigga up Lord
A few bitches left me
That only got a new bitch elected
My old bitch was too disrespectful
And only give my new bitch respect
That’s power yes
So now we're next
Can't lie though I tried though
I'll die tryin’ that's a common death
We was such a team
we was chasin' our dreams
Then it stopped now I'm outta breath
Now they try to tell me I need rest
And I'll find love again I ain't find it yet
Oh but I guess it is what it is
As it appears oh shit
The object in the mirror is more near
than it appears oh shit
And sometimes
I fear who in the mirror
that nigga weird
He done died so
many times but still here
Why am I here?
Dear Life
What is my meaning? My reason?
Naked bitches really love ones
Sometimes our loved
ones don't love us
I'm fuckin' more than I'm makin' love
Sometimes I make
my rubber wear a rubber
I just tell my lady Nothing's easy
Even though I make it look easy
But understand looks are deceiving
Lookin' like
I'm lookin' for some grievance
'Cause I been through way too much
don't wanna think about it
Cranky 'bout it gotta drink about it
Gotta synchronize it tranquilize it
Doctor ain't prescribin'
what he ain't realizin'
Pain inside me got me
thinkin' 'bout me
Tryna hang my body sanctifyin'
I'm a gangsta dyin'
'cause all gangsters die
I can't deny it you can't tame my lion
I'm a angry lion hangin' by a string
I can't describe it
Feel like a anchor tied to my finger
Got me sinkin' to the
bottom of my drink
I know a lotta niggas
think I got a lotta niggas
There's strength in numbers
but there's honor over strength
I talked to God the other day
he say he got a nigga
So I look death up in
her eye and then I wink
It's way too real
The shit I'm talkin' way way too real
I hope it gave you chills
The dirt under your feet could
be the grave you fill
You don't know how dead
you feel 'til you're dead for real
Gettin' high after I paid the bill
Lower than a Navy SEAL
Show up with them Navy guns
I hope somebody prayin' for 'em
Price tag no mistake
somebody payin' for 'em
Ice bath when
my face numb no expression
What's the life expectancy
when you don't expect shit?
Mama told me Fuck the world and
be so aggressive. Be so fluorescent
watch these hoes
'cause they so obsessive
I don't get too high
to look over blessings
Never come in second
make the most of your seconds
They so precious
'Cause if we could buy time
every store would sell it
If you want me to read your mind
need correct spelling
I keep it real niggas
better keep it copasetic
Where the weed? I feel like
I'm gettin' a sober headache
Lookin' in the mirror at the
one that know me better
I was too busy to talk
I wrote an open letter

Dear Life
What is my meaning? My reason?
That's the question
I ask the reader
God bless the reader
Dear Life
What is my meaning? My reason?
That's the question

You know when he told me
Toya was havin' a baby
I say Y'all young.
You know y'all young.
But I said Be the best father
you can be
you know. And truly he is that