Gotta lotta half-finished novels on my nightstand
Wanna see the world but I don't plan
Head up in the clouds and I can't land
Running out of minutes on my left hand

Gotta lotta friends that I don't see
Say a lotta things that I don't mean
No I'm not one to lie
Pushing my ego aside

What if I'm tryna better myself?
Feeling kinda unwell
How much will I lose
Before I learn to
Before I learn to
Break the habits I know?
Before I end up alone
How much will I lose
Before I learn to
Before I learn to follow through?

I've been tryna get some rest but I don't sleep
Digging through the couch for my car keys
Looking for the door but I can't leave
Could someone pull me out of this daydream?

I know every moment is a new chance
To find somebody real enough to slow dance
till the morning
If that's what we
That's what we do
Then I'll do my best to follow through

What if I'm tryna better myself?
Feeling kinda unwell
How much will I lose
Before I learn to
Before I learn to
Break the habits I know?
Before I end up alone
How much will I lose
Before I learn to
Before I learn to follow through?